Oct 25, 2010

Annoyed

Okay so mainly this post is just because I feel like venting, and it's midnight and no one is awake to vent to... I also would love to hear peoples opinions. I am so annoyed by girls with border line eating disorders. Scenarios...
  • Same age as me. 100 pounds. pops pills to go to sleep, hardly eats anything.
  • Bulemic girl.... still works out? Chews a donut/pastry in her mouth for the taste-spits it out
  • Decided to stop eating one day, snacks all day, sleeps more. Her leg looks like my forearm
  • Eats cotton balls, and chases it with diet coke so it expands in her stomach and she's not hungry

Last week I woke up and decided I didn't like the way I looked. Muffin tops, and if I turned a weird way you could see a fat roll, and I was getting a gut. Eh, supposedly that happens when you get older and become an adult. I was still thinking I could eat the same way I did in highschool and not gain a pound, and Josh is an amazing cook so.... I'm guilty. Anyway! I started eating healthier, cutting carbs and sugars, and working out everyday! I am feeling so much better about myself :) It just makes me sick that those girls sit at home and sleep, pop pills, or snack all day and they are a size twenty-four and think it's healthy! I have ate a lot of food before, and felt so full, and wanted to puke- but I never did. AND I love food so much I could never neglect it, even this diet is hard! I have been wanting a damn cookie for a week now, but I am disciplined!

That's my vent for the day.... any opinions?

Oct 2, 2010

HELLO October!

WOW! I say this every month, but I can't believe how fast time goes! Here are a few things I'm looking forward to:

  • Visit to Vernal w/ my man
  • "4 Months"
  • Brandi could have her baby :)
  • Halloween!

yeah... that's about it. haha. Hope everyone has a great month!