I'm the kind of girl who...

Thanks missmamame for the post idea :)

 

I'm the kind of girl who...

would go out of my way for anyone

gets her heart broken, instead of breaking hearts

would love to Travel

can't wait to be a Mom

will love my Husband unconditionally until I'm old & gray

Would spend all my money on clothes if it was acceptable

Hopes to work for OBEY one day

Has an obsession for live music & streets with little shops

Wants to have a Beach house one day

Would wear leggings everyday if I could get away with it

would never intentionally hurt anyone

hates confrontation, and says sorry when it isn't my fault

hates cake (I know...so weird)

has a little bit of love for classic/ re-built cars

would love to style someones outfit daily

hates being cold

has an obsession with technology

is a *nerd* at heart and loves to be a goofball :P

loves to cook, anything & everything

doesn't follow a recipe

is tested daily.. and will never settle

 

Thats me :)

 

 

A Little Inspiration

I saw this the other day & I absolutely LOVED it- thought i'd share. ENJOY :)

SET GOALS
EXERCISE
LOVE YOURSELF
FOCUS ON FITNESS

REST & RELAX
EAT RIGHT
SMILE
PORTRAY POSITIVE
ENJOY LIFE
CARE FOR OTHERS
TELL YOURSELF YOU CAN DO THIS

I'M STILL HERE

I don't even know who uses Blogger anymore or who even follows me. BUT, If you do follow me- here's an update to everything thats gone on since my last post in August. I'll try to catch you up in the shortest way possible.

I am more than glad for this NEW year! #2013

I have let go of the people that don't bring me up, or bring anything positive into my life

NO DRAMA for this lady

Creating a better ME this year

Living my passion, setting goals & following my dreams

Taking a "time-out" from dating/ no distractions please!

Started a new fashion blog- Follow It! Let me know what you think! versa-styles.tumblr.com

Moved back to Vernal to save $$$

Spending time with friends from High School

More Family Time

Looking for a job in this small town is SUPER hard!

Instagram is still my favorite app- Follow Me @jeskalynn

I absolutely LOVE leggings/jeggings

I can't sleep at night

I've been reading A LOT

&

I have time to blog! ha ha.

Tried to keep it short & sweet, I was looking back through all my posts from having this blog and it's crazy the relationships I've been in, the friends I've had, the events I've been to, and everything that has happened that has got me where I am today. Which, lets be honest, I went from making a lot of money to working for a company I thought I'd love, managing in California, dating a guy I thought was "the one" and being independent to--- no job, no boyfriend, living with my parents and not understanding WHY i'm here or HOW I got here.

All I know is that God has a plan for me, I'm starting out fresh with a new clean slate for 2013 & I am going to accomplish my dreams. If a guy wants to join me... fine, until then...this year is all about ME. No one and nothing will stand in my way :)

If you still follow- ENJOY!

If not, I will enjoy writing in my public journal ha ha

Inspired

So I haven't blogged in a really long time...and I've experienced a lot of changes in life. So, if you actually read my blog- let me update you!

• I now am a personal banker for Wells Fargo, and I moved back to Salt Lake City
• I am single, because I chose to stand up for myself and not be with someone who was less than what I deserve
• I have learned that to be happy- you have to surround yourself with positive people and happy places. 
• I live in Sandy...and i'm enjoying every part of my crazy life :)

Now, going on to what my post is about- I recently got off the phone with my Mother, we talked for an hour- and these conversations I will never forget. She is the most amazing and inspiring woman anyone could have in their life & I appreciate her more than she will ever know. She said a few things to me that stuck out, and I will never forget it. Every time I talk to her I learn something and she gives me the motivation to go do something with myself. Today I did. 

She helps me remember how big my heart really is, sometimes I forget  that after dating someone for so long and not being treated how I deserve, and I spend so much time trying to make them happy that I forget to go out of my way for other people around me. No matter where I am in life, my Mom always reminds me who I am and what I stand for. 

We were talking about getting older, and life changes, we talked a lot about losing people we love and how important family is. She has a friend that started a journal for each one of her kids- since the day she was pregnant she created a journal and put everything in it- bad and good. She gave it to her kids on their graduation day. What an amazing present! My mom said sometimes she wishes that she could have been a better Mother for me and my brothers. All of a sudden, it hit me. Yesterday is in the past for a reason, no one can go back and change anything. Thats why today I decided that everything I want in life, I will have. No one wil stand in my way. 

I want to change for the better, I want to fall in love with someone who believes in love and truly respects me. I want to have kids and be an amazing role-model, I might even go to school...who knows. All I know is that I am 24 years young, I don't have a husband, and I don't have kids. What is a better time to create the life I want? 

So here is where I just applied, and where the change in my life will start.... Big Brothers & Sisters of Utah 

I will keep you updated :)

Who's that girl....IT'S JESS!

I am OBSESSED w/ this t.v. series. If you haven't watched it - I highly suggest it.

Heres the basics:

• Girl catches bf cheating on her
• She moves in with 3 random guys from Craigslist
• She is adorable, hilarious, and awkward.

Seriously, I have already watched every episode on Season 1. You can watch it for free on fox.com

best.show.ever <3

Oh & did I mention how it was MADE for me? The girl is just like me, except I don't sing- and I live with 2 random guys not 3, oh & my bf didn't cheat on me but I'm still going through a heart break. Anyway. Check it out- you won't be mad you did :)

Happy Birthday TWIN!

It's my best friends birthday and she's turning 24!!! Happy Birthday Whitney Calhoun, I love you girl! You are an amazing mother and a GREAT friend! Thank you for always being there..can't wait to see you in less than two weeks!!! Have a wonderful day, hope you get spoiled!

Favorite Things

So I got this idea from my friend Whitney , who got it from Oprah. At the end of every year you post your favorite things from the year that is ending. Maybe these will be new to you & in 2012 you can try them too! Here we go:

Favorite Things from 2011

• Nachos
• Pinterest
• Instagram
• MacBook Pro
• Karaoke nights @ Cabo Cantina
• Santa Monica, CA
• Boot socks
• Tribal style
• Feathers
• MAC eyeliner
• Crackle nail-polish
• F.R.I.E.N.D.S being on nick@nite- never gets old
• Biolage Hydrating Shampoo & Conditioner
• Sexy Little Things from Victorias Secret
• Oversized shirts/sweaters: LOVE the baggy look w/ leggings or skinny jeans
• Open backed shirts/dresses
• California :)
• SKYPE
• My iPhone
• Coca Cola
• Bridesmaids best movie of 2011
• Gallo Moscato
• Name your price @ Price-line I have been able to save hundreds on flights!

I'm sure there are more but I can't think of them... what were your favorite things?

#excitedfor2012