To my bestie

Whitney! I can't believe you are 23! I am right behind ya...where did the time go!? I am so glad we became best friends, we have made so many memories together and I know there are more to come. Life has changed unexpectedly for both of us but I am so glad that we stay in touch and we are still here for each other no matter what. Have an amazing bday with your amazing little family! I love you!

1-1-11

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Once again... I didn't really go out and celebrate, Josh had to bartend and so I hung out with his roommate till I fell asleep at about 1230. I just have never enjoyed going out and celebrating this holiday. Overrated. Anyway! I am super excited about 2011! A lot of people wish they had a new life to re-do all the things they did, and that's how I think of a new year, a fresh clean slate! I learned a lot in 2010.

There is a reason for people staying in your past, you can't see the future-you just have to know there's going to be one, happiness is contagious, karma exists, you have to go through the bad to really recognize the good, and money isn't everything.

I can't wait to see what this year has in store for me :) One thing I am especially proud of from 2010 is that I finally moved on from what I thought would hold me back forever. I really haven't been happier! I love all the people in my life and I hope they stay there for awhile! I can't wait to see where I go with this job, or if Josh comes with me.... but one thing is for sure, everything happens for a reason. I won't go into all my new years resolutions but I do plan on trying to live a drama free, fun loving- yet hard working, and happy life! Hope all of you enjoy 2011! Well.... we better, since 2012 is the end of the world.... ;) he he

The "box"

First of all, Merry Christmas to everyone :) Hope you all got to spend it with the people you love. This xmas was a little different, it's the first one (of many) that I have spent without my parents...but, I got to spend it with Josh :) Now the story about "the box." So... after we had opened all of our xmas presents, there was one big box for me , from him. Inside was a shoe box- inside that was a kleenex box, a disposable camera and candy. Inside the kleenex box was a box of half eaten milano cookies, and inside that was a little jewelry box. NO NO. Not that kind of jewelry box ;) Inside the jewelry box was....... a pair of keys to Josh's apt!!! I thought it was the cutest thing EVER. Then he told me to go look under the bed- 3 more presents including a digital camera, a case, and a tripod. Obviously he spoiled me, and I had a wonderful xmas spent with him. I love my camera and i'm even more excited to move-in with him! ...down the road of course. Anyway, here's our morning faces...aka the first pic of us on our camera.

Six

Wow! Time flies when you're in love :) I can't believe Josh & I have been together for six months... some of you are looking at this wondering why it's a big deal, most of you know why. I am finally so happy, and so blessed to have Josh in my life. Just to give you an idea, here's 10 things I love about him!

1. He makes me smile when I want to yell at him or cry
2. He knows what "communication" is and we can talk through everything
3. He treats me the way I never thought i'd be treated... like a real queen
4. A day without him, is like a day without sleep
5. We can keep each other laughing till the sun goes down and comes back up
6. He still gives me butterflies
7. We are super comfortable around eachother
8. We tell eachother EVERY-THING
9. He says sorry
10. My family and friends LOVE him- especially my Mom. &&& he loves them :)

I know i'm cheesy, and if he ever sees this--- he will call me out on it, and call me a BIG cheeseball. I can't wait for the rest of the months, I mean... this is half a year, lets see if we make it to a full one. I know i'm crossing my fingers!

Together is the best place to be in THE entire world :))))

The meaning of December

What is December? Well... it's the 12th month of the year, the second month of Winter and most people think of Christmas, Santa, toys & kids. Until I read my friends blog... I always thought of those things. I think it is SO important to remember that this month, is the month of giving.

I was on my way home today listening to talk radio and they did a secret santa for a five year old girl who just got diagnosed w/ lukemia and her family. I was in TEARS listening to the story. It made me realize how many families are in need, and even though I might struggle on paying my bills or living paycheck to paycheck I still have a roof over my head, food in my fridge, clothes on my back, and friends and family by my side.

November was a time to be thankful, for all that we have... now let's make December the month to give. GIVE to the families that don't have a lot. If you live in Utah here is a site I found that you can go to, to help out:
http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_qn4188/is_20051128/ai_n15873255/

Even just going to the local hospital and helping out, or visiting children in the "make a wish" foundation. There is always a family that could use extra help during the holidays, or a child that needs a miracle.

Anyway, have a great Christmas and think of everyone but yourself.

Two month post

Well, here it is the middle of November and I haven't made my "monthly" post. I have a love/hate relationship with this month, and all the other winter months. I hate the cold, but I love the season greetings, the Christmas spirit, the family time and the cold nights cuddled in with hot cocoa and a warm fire watching a movie. So far it has been a great month, here are some things that have happened:

• FINALLY got my benefits after 90 days @ The Buckle :) YAY for insurance!
• Josh got a new job, so far, so good. love the hours!
• Started some of my Christmas shopping
• Had a pre-Thanksgiving in Vernal w/ Josh & my family
• Visited Josh's parents/ grandma- got some ideas for Christmas presents!
• Put up the Christmas decorations at my house -Josh won't let me decorate his yet :(
• *5 Month* anniversary... he he
• FINALLY got to see my ador-able nephew Aiden (Brandi's little boy)- SO cute!
• Getting ready for BLACK FRIDAY madness at work

It's crazy how fast this year has gone, so I figure... I better do my December post at the same time! Here are some things i'm looking forward to:

• CHRISTMAS time :)
• Ugly sweater parties
• Family
• Giving Josh his Christmas presents!
• Cuddling in on cold nights
• Christmas lights
• Christmas movies
• Christmas, Christmas, CHRISTMAS!

Welcome Aiden

Congrats to Brandilyn Dilworth, aka my BEST FRIEND since middle school. It feels like yesterday when we were crushing on "sophomore" boys, begging our parents for a cerfew after midnight, and trying to be there for eachother through everything. We always said that we'd get married at the same time, live down the street from each other and be pregnant at the same time just like every best friend planned. Now I'm 3 hours away, with no kids and a full time job- oh and an amazing bf :) So I can't complain, but it's crazy how things work out. I am so happy for her, and look how adorable her baby boy is. I mean, I wouldn't expect less. We KNEW he was going to be cute. I just can't believe she is a Mom. It definately makes me tear up when I think about it. However, I know that I will be such an amazing mother because of the example of her and my other friends, and of course my own Mom. One day, I'll have a little miracle just like him, and my best friend will be there- I know it.
Love you Brandi!