- Same age as me. 100 pounds. pops pills to go to sleep, hardly eats anything.
- Bulemic girl.... still works out? Chews a donut/pastry in her mouth for the taste-spits it out
- Decided to stop eating one day, snacks all day, sleeps more. Her leg looks like my forearm
- Eats cotton balls, and chases it with diet coke so it expands in her stomach and she's not hungry
Last week I woke up and decided I didn't like the way I looked. Muffin tops, and if I turned a weird way you could see a fat roll, and I was getting a gut. Eh, supposedly that happens when you get older and become an adult. I was still thinking I could eat the same way I did in highschool and not gain a pound, and Josh is an amazing cook so.... I'm guilty. Anyway! I started eating healthier, cutting carbs and sugars, and working out everyday! I am feeling so much better about myself :) It just makes me sick that those girls sit at home and sleep, pop pills, or snack all day and they are a size twenty-four and think it's healthy! I have ate a lot of food before, and felt so full, and wanted to puke- but I never did. AND I love food so much I could never neglect it, even this diet is hard! I have been wanting a damn cookie for a week now, but I am disciplined!
That's my vent for the day.... any opinions?
