UGH

SOOOO lately I have been pretty confused, you saw my last post about how grateful I am for my life and the things that have happened...well, of course I"m missing someone ONCE AGAIN...and I can't get him out of my head. Day & night... I try and keep myself busy so I don't have to think about him but everyday just gets harder and harder. Part of me thinks I want to get into a relationship and then I actually start getting "into" one and back right out. I think I just like the idea of getting over the love of my life, which I don't know if I ever will. If anyone has any advice... besides "get over it" (cuz i'm trying).... let me know. Thanks :)

{this is how I feel}